Inmormantarea

Astazi e ziua cea mare
e a mea inmormantare
lumanari, chestii tamaie
si un popa si un caine
cainele e-ntro mashina
asta e, caci n-aveam rima

La coshciugul meu cel gol
plange una-ncet, ushor
io-s plecat, ma plictisesc
beau o bere, ma gandesc
la lucruri de-alea complexe
cate fete la un peshte
cate cuie-ntr-un sicriu
da gandesc, sunt mortul viu

Stai un pic, i'll be right back
ca ma cheama un baiat
nush ce vrea da il ajut
c-asa's eu bine crescut
si vine lume selecta
totzi pe-o simpla bicicleta
shi-mi aduc si o insecta
batzoasa si chiar erecta
salut lume!, salut goanga
ce mai facetzi ce faci draga
hai intratzi nu fitzi sfioshi
sunt si altzii mai paroshi...

Si cu totzii se-adunara
sa primeasca de pomana
o frantura cat de mica
cate-un bou sau o vitzica
hai mai lasa logica
poezia-asta-i a mea
scriu in ea tot ce vreau eu
ce? te crezi cumva vre-un zmeu?
nu citi daca nu-tzi place
nu ma supar, fi pe pace
ma luai cu vorba si uitai
sa continui ce narai
deci sa-tzi zic de testament
scrisei unu pe ciment
sa ramana mult si bine
sa-l citeasca cui ii vine
v-am lasat la totzii mai multe...
numai coshmaruri apuse
sa va tzina companie
in vremea ce va sa vie
hai ca-s darnic, si astazi
va dau vise multe, lazi!
si extraterestrei-i dau
m-a iubit, mi-a dat sa beau
si-am facut si-un simbiot
al iubirii nostru rod..

party's over hai la groapa
nu-i nevoie de lopata
caci am cripta de-aia marfa
casa mea pe lumea-ilalta...
o femeie cu mustatza
canta-un cantec cu verdeatza
a!.. e popa el le spune
e un rap de-ngropaciune
"ash to ash and dust to dust
yo mai nene to za last"
si-o dam si pe metal-rock
ca sa fie chitch-ul tot
"one step closer to the edge
im about to... see my grave"
ceaca n-are legatura
e un vers de umplutura
si se canta si se bea
chiar aici in cripta mea
pentru tot ce va sa vina
damn, la dracu, iar n-am rima

ma opresc din speach-ul lung
trage usha, da-mi un fum
nu mi-e frica c-am sa mor
sunt deja in cer pe-un nor
am murit pierderea-i mare
omenirea sta-n picioare
ca-n transportul in comun
hai la naiba, hai va spun:
adios io am plecat
rai sau iad.. mi-e tot un drac

La Nebuni

"Ratza-i dracu de nebuni"
Spuse asistenta iesind din salon
Aruncand la cos coiful de hartie
Spre disperarea colegului meu Napoleon
Ce caut eu aici nu stiu
Avand in vedere ca-s sanatos
Dar pana la urma de ce sa ma plang,..
mancarea-i buna... am adapost

Am si prieteni simpatici
Chiar daca-s cam cazuti in cap
Ca vecinu meu Airbus
Ce cauta turnuri gemene ca un obsedat
Iar tipu din coltz,.. Azorel
Inca latra cand vede straini
Si baiatul de pe covor
Tot da de permis,... e Alladin
Viata-i frumoasa aici
Si de plictisit nu prea ai cum
Azi am fi mers la teatru
Daca nu-l facea ieri Nero scrum

Aici ziua incepe cu un dush
Sa fim curati si plini de vlaga
Si-i bine dar totusi as vrea
sa avem si noi apa calda
La 12 ne dau de mancare
Si-apoi ca s-adormim nitzel
Cate-o bombonica mica
cum naiba-i zicea?.. nu rudotel?
Noua ne place sa ne jucam
Si asistentele stiu acest lucru
Ne dau o bila sa o numaram
Si uneori.. solitaire la dublu
Cateodata sunt puse pe shotii
Si ne leaga strans de pat
Dar pana la urma tot ele se intreaba:
"de data asta cum dracu atzi scapat?!?"
Unii-n joaca vroiau sa evadeze
Incercau de cum se lasa seara
Dar de cand au daramat gardu
Nu mai au pe ce pune scara

Ah dar ce de legat sunt..
Am uitat sa ma prezint
Isus Hristos ma numesc:
- anteprenor, profet, manager sportiv-
sa stii ca-i chiar fain aici
Eu zic sa te gandesti mai bine
uite-asa eu preventiv
ti-am pastrat un loc la mine

Sanatorium

The Sun's last ray of light, crushed on the ceiling
moves like a mortified shadow without meaning
shifting towards the floor, to fall and fade away
in deaf morbid gloom night takes place of day
All is silent, all is into sleep
hoping for salvation under sedatives
its so cold, i see my bleeding breath
A blue purple fume, a dead soul i shed
slowly i exhaled
all those infected layers
which covered my tormented soul,
and woke up from my own perfect inside world
now i expand....
these restrains on my hands
don't make prison anymore
i can feel my core
swell up inside swallowing all
finally i am free
to concur this infinite dull maze,
sanatorium maze of gray mold-covered hallways
time to infiltrate...
to watch her dream her hopeless dreams
Like Icarus without his wings
I feel my heart pounding everywhere
Beating in flames dissolving despair
As i gaze out all the windows at the same time
and see the gray purple final sky,
the way it unwinds...
the way it bleeds to death on me
crying its last tears, chocking to breathe
And I've seen it all
there's nothing better behind these gray walls
nothing to hope for
And I'm crushing inwards to what i used to be
I'm surrendering myself back to what was inside me
waiting for my soul to fade and die down
content to feel how feelings go numb

Leaving

Fleeing i saw time passing by
a reason for last summer
no one bothered to find
moving on felt like everything
and i saw me on my way
there was nothing left,
and change was a goal by itself

the sun setting over seas,
and i felt the end of forever
scars will never heal
the sky just fell heart severed
all i ever craved for,
blown in the wind,
i saw how dreams faded..
the willows will never again bloom for me
here by the scarlet river
i laid down for the last time
and the night was endless
and the sky blinding with stars

and I'm sorry
i was never enough, and all the strain..
and i plead forgive me
i never listened to a word you never said
and i stand accused for all that is wrong
for all that there is, i was always at fault
and the sheet will remain blank
in the end the closure is me
time will heal your scarless heart
and I'll be just a memory

A memory

Sky, look at me
Bring me rain to wash away
All my dreams of sanity
All my dreams of being saved

Time, please just seize
Freeze and stop inside your track
Don't make me more memories
Without movement there's no past

Shame, concur me
Bring me down without a sound
Suffocating under you
I will stop my shouting out

Death, come my way
Take my soul and make me fall
Embrace me into your arms
Hide me there inside your hole

Sun, turn on me
Shine your rays upon my face
To go blind and never see
All this grievance from my grave

Numb, now I'll fade
As seas wash impurities
I've became a memory
Roaming 'round in someones dreams..........

Void

Waking up
just to see the final sky crushing down on me
to think i knew it from the start
to think bleeding hurts more from the heart
and i saw myself failing
but in the end it never really mattered
picking up the pieces when dreams get shattered
putting them within although i know they hurt
cutting like glass a soul God disturbed

and i remember fading away
painting myself in a million shades of gray
throwing myself in this purple deep sky
never to feel again, never to feel alive
in regards to myself i was never enough
going forward but in the wrong line
well i guess,
the road is short when your mind is a blur
i never knew giving in was supposed to hurt
and I've found myself in this hole crouched down
being covered in infinite gray clouds
I've seen myself caught behind the shade
strapped in this dead black rose tourniquet

and if this is all there is,...
then dreams never came true,
illusions died,
like a flower that never bloomed,
and so did i...in this hole down below..
forever to sink, forever alone...
and the sun will never again cast its light on me,
and warmth i will never again get to feel,
in mourn, i silence, tied in this grave
this hollow wasteland, this void that i am

Road To Escape

So i guess it all comes to this
And you pack your thing and go
Leaving the place you taught yourself to call home
In regards to everything,.
There's nothing to regret
Running away from all,..
When you cant run away from yourself
As belief dies
Its hard to hope for things to come
Embracing trauma;
Knowing after all innocence is blunt
This road walked so many times,..
Became the route to escape
Never to come home;
Never to look back to what remained
no longer searching for a cure...to whom you cant surrender
and throwing it all away,
hinting no one will remember.
And here in this shelter,
a part of you cried faith..
your first kiss, first love....
this rooftop never felt so safe....
So rise for the last time
and scream what you cant tell
closure marks a new beginning
memories,... you left to everybody else
And all the things you had to hold,
opened souls will sing,
The sky will clear
and deliver forgiveness to everything...
A new day comes to bring a new beginning..
Light bleeds on your final words,
All you left behind to whom it may concern
Spring is here again...
And new flowers bloom
We all remember...
The sun shines on you....